If it snows in Singapore

Today would be like the first day of snowing.
Good day,friends. Hope you have enjoy the long weekend break.

Have so many to blog but each time I wanna do so, my fingers lost it's rhythm and my mind comes to a blank. Mainly because ....deep inside, I feel empty. Really empty.

I realised how much a person I've changed to but I don't think I am bad. I just feel tired. So tired that nothing seems to excite me anymore and there is nothing much I would like to believe in.
No, I do not believe in you changing to what I want for long and I do not believe trying to fall in love again.
And bang! That's it. I realised something within me has stopped burning altogether and I do not believe in anything that's worth trying again.

That sounds pretty dark, pretty bad and pretty ugly. (The term 'pretty ugly' is pretty amusing, don't you think so?)

Now I am not someone who tries to be kind when I am not feeling so. I am not someone who tries to be nice when I am not feeling so. I am not someone who tries to believe in finding love when I am not believing it so.

I am waiting...somehow.
I am waiting for someone to show me the way instead of wanting me to show you how. No, I won't be bother to show anyone how cos' I don't believe in doing that and it will work shite.

(Mum comes in complaining about Dad and Dad comes in complaining about Mum. How do I tell them I do not give a literate FUCK about that?!)

This season...Magic is lost. Love is lost. Money is lost. Faith is lost.

To fuck with all that.